Hi,
I'm Cindi. I suffer from nonepileptic seizures due to being Hypoglygemic. I just got out of an abusive relationship with a man that enjoys Sadistic and Masacistic sex. I don't enjoy that type of sex. He would ram it in me and hurt me. He kept saying that he was the master and I was to do what he told me to or I'd be beaten. I'm very much traumatized from all of the activity, and been having major flashbacks of when my first step-father used to abuse me physically. When the flashbacks start, I turn to self-abuse. What could I do to prevent the P.T.S.D. from controlling my emotions?